CC Antya 17.56

Antya-līlā, Chapter 17, Text 56

কহিতেই হইল স্মৃতি, চিত্তে হইল কৃষ্ণস্ফূর্তি, সখীরে কহে হঞা বিস্মিতে ।
“যারে চাহি ছাড়িতে, সেই শুঞা আছে চিত্তে, কোন রীতে না পারি ছাড়িতে ।।” ৫৬ ।। ॥ ৫৬ ॥

kahitei ha-ila smṛti, citte haila kṛṣṇa-sphūrti,
sakhīre kahe hañā vismite
“yāre cāhi chāḍite,
 sei śuñā āche citte,
kona rīte nā pāri chāḍite”

Word by word

kahitei — while speaking; ha-ila — there was; smṛti — remembrance; citte — in the heart; haila — there was; kṛṣṇa-sphūrti — the appearance of Kṛṣṇa; sakhīre — to the friends; kahe — said; hañā vismite — being very much astonished; yāre — He whom; cāhi chāḍite — I want to give up; sei — that person; śuñā āche — is lying; citte — in the heart; kona rīte — by any process; nā pāri — I am not able; chāḍite — to give up.

Translation

While speaking in this way, Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī suddenly remembered Kṛṣṇa. Indeed, He appeared within Her heart. Greatly astonished, She told Her friends, “The person I want to forget is lying in My heart.”