CC Antya 17.58

Antya-līlā, Chapter 17, Text 58

ঔৎসুক্যের প্রাবীণ্যে, জিতি’ অন্য ভাব-সৈন্যে, উদয় হৈল নিজ-রাজ্য-মনে ।
মনে হইল লালস, না হয় আপন-বশ, দুঃখে মনে করেন ভর্ৎসনে ॥ ৫৮ ॥

autsukyera prāvīṇye, jiti’ anya bhāva-sainye,
udaya haila nija-rājya-mane
mane ha-ila lālasa,
 nā haya āpana-vaśa,
duḥkhe mane karena bhartsane

Word by word

autsukyera — of eagerness; prāvīṇye — because of high development; jiti’ — conquering; anya — other; bhāva-sainye — soldiers of ecstasy; udaya — arising; haila — there was; nija-rājya-mane — within the kingdom of Her own mind; mane — within the mind; ha-ila — there was; lālasa — greed; nā — not; haya — becomes; āpana-vaśa — within Her own control; duḥkhe — in unhappiness; mane — to the mind; karena — does; bhartsane — chastisement.

Translation

Then great eagerness conquered all the other soldiers of ecstasy, and an uncontrollable desire arose in the kingdom of Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī’s mind. Greatly unhappy, She then chastised Her own mind.