CC Antya 4.151
Antya-līlā, Chapter 4, Text 151
“হিত লাগি’ আইনু মুঞি, হৈল বিপরীত ।
সেবাযোগ্য নহি, অপরাধ করোঁ নিতি নিতি ॥ ১৫১ ॥
সেবাযোগ্য নহি, অপরাধ করোঁ নিতি নিতি ॥ ১৫১ ॥
“hita lāgi’ āinu muñi, haila viparīta
sevā-yogya nahi, aparādha karoṅ niti niti
sevā-yogya nahi, aparādha karoṅ niti niti
Word by word
hita lāgi’ — for benefit; āinu muñi — I came; haila viparīta — it has become just the opposite; sevā-yogya nahi — I am not fit to render service; aparādha karoṅ — I commit offenses; niti niti — day after day.
Translation
“I came here for my benefit,” he said, “but I see that I am getting just the opposite. I am unfit to render service. I simply commit offenses day after day.”